What made me decide to become an Onlyfans Model?

I've always been interested in sex - according to most people? Too interested...

My earliest memory of being "too interested" in sex happened at ten years old. We had just started learning about "the road to sexuality" in class and afterwards I took it upon myself to explain how sex worked to the kids in the play ground that were a few years younger and hadn't started learning about it yet. I almost got suspended that day. Fast forward a few years too high school - I was a little bit of a shit head, forever bunking classes and ditching to go home with friends. The one class I never missed? Health. Actually later, when they worked out I was bunking due to boredom and added extra classes to my day... I ended up doubling down on the health classes!

Even with all the things I was learning through school about the human body and its pleasure, it was never enough and I was hungry for more. I was well and truly on my kink discovery journey in my spare time. I had found the online kink tests, I had read endless blogs about different kinks and types of sexual relationships, I had read erotic books (thousands of them) and watched all the movies I could find based on kink, I'd seen countless porn sites, watched tutorials and done more research than I could ever put into words.

However, I wasn't always confident enough to do onlyfans, not so long ago? I was a big girl and I was incredibly insecure about it. The idea of showing off my body to the world was scary and the fact that I might get judged for it? Was even scarier. After I lost the weight? I also lost my job. Things weren't so stable anymore and it made it easier for me to decide I wanted to go back to school and study towards something I love! However like many other people in New Zealand? I didn't qualify for a student allowance! Without that I knew it would be hard to make ends meet and I didn't want to move back in with my family! So I started doing a few modelling shoots here and there, and after my first lingerie shoot? Something clicked in my head...

Why didn't I already have an onlyfans?

I know a lot about sex, kink and relationships,
I'm open-minded, non judgemental and friendly,
I have an open-minded partner and a really cool kink relationship to showcase,
I support sex workers and enjoy watching porn myself,
I have a large collection of toys, outfits and lingerie,
I understand photography, digital marketing, website building, social media, editing etc etc

Eventually I realised that the list of why I wasn't doing onlyfans was actually far smaller than the list of why it felt right for me, it had one thing on it - I was afraid of what other people would say, how it would make them feel and the hate I could potentially get on the internet and honestly? That wasn't a good enough reason to stop me.

So here I am, happy and killing it.

P.S Ignore other peoples opinions, they aren't you... if it feels right? Do it. You only live once.