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What made me decide to become an Onlyfans Model?

I've always been interested in sex - according to most people? Too interested...

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My earliest memory of being "too interested" in sex happened at ten years old. We had just started learning about "the road to sexuality" in class and afterwards I took it upon myself to explain how sex worked to the kids in the play ground that were a few years younger and hadn't started learning about it yet. I almost got suspended that day. Fast forward a few years too high school - I was a little bit of a shit head, forever bunking classes and ditching to go home with friends. The one class I never missed? Health. Actually later, when they worked out I was bunking due to boredom and added extra classes to my day... I ended up doubling down on the health classes!

Even with all the things I was learning through school about the human body and its pleasure, it was never enough and I was hungry for more. I was well and truly on my kink discovery journey in my spare time. I had found the online kink tests, I had read endless blogs about different kinks and  types of sexual relationships, I had read erotic books (thousands of them) and watched all the movies I could find based on kink, I'd seen countless porn sites, watched tutorials and done more research than I could ever put into words.

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However, I wasn't always confident enough to do onlyfans, not so long ago? I was a big girl and I was incredibly insecure about it. The idea of showing off my body to the world was scary and the fact that I might get judged for it? Was even scarier. After I lost the weight? I also lost my job. Things weren't so stable anymore and it made it easier for me to decide I wanted to go back to school and study towards something I love! However like many other people in New Zealand? I didn't qualify for a student allowance! Without that I knew it would be hard to make ends meet and I didn't want to move back in with my family! So I started doing a few modelling shoots here and there, and after my first lingerie shoot? Something clicked in my head...

 

Why didn't I already have an onlyfans?

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  • I know a lot about sex, kink and relationships,

  • I'm open-minded, non judgemental and friendly,

  • I have an open-minded partner and a really cool kink relationship to showcase,

  • I support sex workers and enjoy watching porn myself,

  • I have a large collection of toys, outfits and lingerie,

  • I understand photography, digital marketing, website building, social media, editing etc etc

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Eventually I realised that the list of why I wasn't doing onlyfans was actually far smaller than the list of why it felt right for me, it had one thing on it - I was afraid of what other people would say, how it would make them feel and the hate I could potentially get on the internet and honestly? That wasn't a good enough reason to stop me. 

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So here I am, happy and killing it. 

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P.S Ignore other peoples opinions, they aren't you... if it feels right? Do it. You only live once.

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